Retail Therapy is one of the BEST cure 4 gals feeling down!! ShoppinGzz!!

Shopping shopping, Yes! Yes! It made me happy! Bought some clothes frm Seiyu super sale. Last day of their sales today, happy dat I went. Already own so many clothes in my wardrobe havent worn some of them yet... n Im still buying. Watever... As long as shopping makes me happy... At the most wear them to work, create my own fashion show!!! hahaahaa!!

My new TV came today. Finally, we changed our TV... And dont haf to sit soo close now. We've been watching the spoilt TV for months, straining our eyes!! Images became black n white than got worst became dark. Well, it'll turn green than yellow than red like traffic lights than blank, images gone! It happens...
Before, my TV...

Now my TV!!


Got this DVD video cam as well... But havent had the time to play wif it. Free MP4 dunno how to use. $1 MP3 gonna put up in the net to sell... Hmmm gonna play wif the DVD cam take some pics n create some videos... So many things to play wif.... to keep myself occupied 4 awhile. Heeheeehe! TO STOP MYSELF FRM SHOPPING!! Cannot burn hole in pocket...

Just trying to cheer myself up.

Im feeling depressed...Disappointed... Asking myself y does it haf to be this way?? There's no ans on who's right who's wrong. Its just different way of thinking. Its just so sad. I dun understand Y. Maybe I skipped a step n fell instead of taking it step by step, that is y Im feeling this way? Lust? Love? Trust? Does it all come together??? No. There's always something missing. Y am I always making the same mistske. Dun I learn frm last mistakes? Y cant I just take it one step at a time... me n my Ys...again. Just me living in my lost world.

Found this. Trying to amuse myself to 4get my sadness.

Keeping it simple

Wow being really been lazy to blog. Time flies. Well, changed my template to a simple one. Its better to mantain and not so complicated to see. Yea I cant be too bothered to maitain it now. This evening, I wanted to follow my parents to an aunt's hse 4 dinner. She invited us over but I was having stomach cramps. Hate it! Was in moody mood. I stayed at home.
I wanted to visit Mr Chow... (a dog breed chow chow). My aunt had kept abt 6-7 dogs in her flat. But now heard frm my mum she had left wif abt 3-4. The rest had died of old age. Including my fav... Mr Chow. U'll be sadly missed. I'll never 4get the 1st time I saw him slowly walked out of the room when being released after the last yr's dinner. Walking in slow motion towards us was soo cute than...

Some updates...

Been sometime I came here... Yeah just being lazy to update. Been thinking alot lately... Abt wat I want in life, be it at work or relationship...
Thinking of leaving the company, but Im still there... Havent been looking out 4 new jobs... Looking 4 some1 to love n Im always in the worng direction. I was never conetented wif wat I had... n Im always searching getting myself tired wif life.
This song is really meaningful by Hoobastank - "If I Were You"
[Verse 1:]
You seem to find the dark,
when everything is bright
You look for all that's wrong,
instead of all that's right
Does it feel good to you?
To rain on my parade
You never say a word,
unless it's to complain...
It's driving me insane

[Refrain:]
If I Were You,
holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do,
is thank the stars for all that I *have*...
If I Were You

[Verse 2:]
Look what's around you now,
more than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten
just how hard it used to be?
So what's it going to take?
For you to realize
That it all could go away,
in one blink of an eye...
It happens all the time

[Refrain:]
If I Were You,
holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do,
is thanks the stars above,
tell the *ones* I love...
That I do

[Bridge:]
Yeah IF I WERE YOU,
Whoa, yeah IF I WERE YOU
IF I WERE YOU, whoaaaa
IF I WERE YOU

[Verse 3:]
So what's it going to take?
For you to realize
It all could go away,
in one blink of an eye...
it happens all the time!

[Chorus]
If I Were You,
holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do,
is thank the stars above,
FOR the *ones* I love...
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that I wanted to
If I Were You...
If I Were You...
If I Were You!