Just trying to cheer myself up.

Im feeling depressed...Disappointed... Asking myself y does it haf to be this way?? There's no ans on who's right who's wrong. Its just different way of thinking. Its just so sad. I dun understand Y. Maybe I skipped a step n fell instead of taking it step by step, that is y Im feeling this way? Lust? Love? Trust? Does it all come together??? No. There's always something missing. Y am I always making the same mistske. Dun I learn frm last mistakes? Y cant I just take it one step at a time... me n my Ys...again. Just me living in my lost world.

Found this. Trying to amuse myself to 4get my sadness.

Keeping it simple

Wow being really been lazy to blog. Time flies. Well, changed my template to a simple one. Its better to mantain and not so complicated to see. Yea I cant be too bothered to maitain it now. This evening, I wanted to follow my parents to an aunt's hse 4 dinner. She invited us over but I was having stomach cramps. Hate it! Was in moody mood. I stayed at home.
I wanted to visit Mr Chow... (a dog breed chow chow). My aunt had kept abt 6-7 dogs in her flat. But now heard frm my mum she had left wif abt 3-4. The rest had died of old age. Including my fav... Mr Chow. U'll be sadly missed. I'll never 4get the 1st time I saw him slowly walked out of the room when being released after the last yr's dinner. Walking in slow motion towards us was soo cute than...