Wat I've Been Doing Lately

Haven't been blogging in Nov... Well, let me summarized wat I had been doing. Went with my fren to watch Crazy Horse as she had special rate under the company which she worked in. We paid each SGD$40. Whereas original rate>> Deluxe - S$85 for 1 with a standard drink. Half price man! Wanted to watch outta curiosity. In S'pore wat do u expect to see? Nothing much... Maybe some bare breast dats all. & with those lightings on the dancers, sort of like covering them up so nothing else to see. Don't they feel cold wearing almost nothing n dancing in the air-conditioned rm? Anyway all the dancers looked similar.
Bought some toys.... Bikini... I noe my frens r wondering when or will I really ever wear it after buying? Erm... heh cos I cant swim... IT JUST FEEL GD TO OWN 1!! Hahah I noe Im mad! When or where I'll wear it... The time will come one day...
Another splurge on the MNG jacket! Its so unique!! My fren had the MNG privilege card 5% off which is SGD$10 off... Well better than no discount...
Had just spent on my laptop's HDD, it crashed. & got a new batt 4 it. Now its end of the month Im just SOOO BROKE!! & I wanna get DVD burner!!!
Month of Dec get dat DVD burner only n nothing else!!!
Heh the company I worked 4 D&D nite... All of us feeling pretty dat nite! Gotta smudge our faces... Sry gals!!

The Skeleton Creations HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Interesting and creative.


My boring n dull creation



HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

Some Creations Of a Fren

Katan Move
No sounds yet... My own sound effects... "Haiyah! kaching ching! Hoiya! ching!" hahaha!!



Use ur imagination n guess what is this??? After watching I tot of sperms swimming ahahha!! Well, Im not the 1st person to think this way! hhaah! Its suppose to b current or information running in a network.

PLS LEAVE SOME COMMENTS WE WANNA NOE WAT PPL THINK. THANK U!

Disappointment

I hope this is gonna be the last... Maybe I took it too seriously when I noe it will never be the way I wanted. A close fren told me dats the way it is. U cant change it. Just dun land urself into it.
But somehow I just dun learn to control my emotions and making myself feel sad all the time...
Maybe I shld just let myself go n njoy life while Im still young? Just like how my fren thinks? Yea... Y still living in the world of disappointment where fairytales are fake.

Life is short.

Bad Bad Haze PSI up to 150!

The haze was so so bad yesterday. Such an unhealthy sight. Useless Indonesian govt not doing anything to stop the farmers frm burning forest!
Trying to play with my MP4 player... Still figuring out on how to use it. I loaded my songs in. I can listen to my songs now during my journey to work or going out... dats no big deal. It can play only AMV movie clips & no other format! Irritating! Those movie converter dun haf this format. Darn! Waste my 1week's time just trying this out. Can't be bothered abt its FM function... & the batt life is so short!! Only abt 1day the next day I'll haf to charge it! How much more can I complain... Its no brand & its a free stuff. I'll rather use my HP to listen to the FM. But damn the ear piece! So easily spoilt!!

Well... Watever. Played wif my DVD recorder... To all an advice is : PLS GET 1 WHICH CAN BE CONNECTED TO UR PC SO U CAN EDIT UR CLIPS/PICS AS AND WHEN U LIKE!!
Mine can't. DVD/RW can be edited but only can edit inside the cam. Haiz... guess I'll haf to finish the 30min disc 1st b4 I can finalize the DVD n take the pic/clip outta the DVD. A peep to wat I got.

Its a Cannon DC100.

Retail Therapy is one of the BEST cure 4 gals feeling down!! ShoppinGzz!!

Shopping shopping, Yes! Yes! It made me happy! Bought some clothes frm Seiyu super sale. Last day of their sales today, happy dat I went. Already own so many clothes in my wardrobe havent worn some of them yet... n Im still buying. Watever... As long as shopping makes me happy... At the most wear them to work, create my own fashion show!!! hahaahaa!!

My new TV came today. Finally, we changed our TV... And dont haf to sit soo close now. We've been watching the spoilt TV for months, straining our eyes!! Images became black n white than got worst became dark. Well, it'll turn green than yellow than red like traffic lights than blank, images gone! It happens...
Before, my TV...

Now my TV!!


Got this DVD video cam as well... But havent had the time to play wif it. Free MP4 dunno how to use. $1 MP3 gonna put up in the net to sell... Hmmm gonna play wif the DVD cam take some pics n create some videos... So many things to play wif.... to keep myself occupied 4 awhile. Heeheeehe! TO STOP MYSELF FRM SHOPPING!! Cannot burn hole in pocket...

Just trying to cheer myself up.

Im feeling depressed...Disappointed... Asking myself y does it haf to be this way?? There's no ans on who's right who's wrong. Its just different way of thinking. Its just so sad. I dun understand Y. Maybe I skipped a step n fell instead of taking it step by step, that is y Im feeling this way? Lust? Love? Trust? Does it all come together??? No. There's always something missing. Y am I always making the same mistske. Dun I learn frm last mistakes? Y cant I just take it one step at a time... me n my Ys...again. Just me living in my lost world.

Found this. Trying to amuse myself to 4get my sadness.

Keeping it simple

Wow being really been lazy to blog. Time flies. Well, changed my template to a simple one. Its better to mantain and not so complicated to see. Yea I cant be too bothered to maitain it now. This evening, I wanted to follow my parents to an aunt's hse 4 dinner. She invited us over but I was having stomach cramps. Hate it! Was in moody mood. I stayed at home.
I wanted to visit Mr Chow... (a dog breed chow chow). My aunt had kept abt 6-7 dogs in her flat. But now heard frm my mum she had left wif abt 3-4. The rest had died of old age. Including my fav... Mr Chow. U'll be sadly missed. I'll never 4get the 1st time I saw him slowly walked out of the room when being released after the last yr's dinner. Walking in slow motion towards us was soo cute than...

Some updates...

Been sometime I came here... Yeah just being lazy to update. Been thinking alot lately... Abt wat I want in life, be it at work or relationship...
Thinking of leaving the company, but Im still there... Havent been looking out 4 new jobs... Looking 4 some1 to love n Im always in the worng direction. I was never conetented wif wat I had... n Im always searching getting myself tired wif life.
This song is really meaningful by Hoobastank - "If I Were You"
[Verse 1:]
You seem to find the dark,
when everything is bright
You look for all that's wrong,
instead of all that's right
Does it feel good to you?
To rain on my parade
You never say a word,
unless it's to complain...
It's driving me insane

[Refrain:]
If I Were You,
holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do,
is thank the stars for all that I *have*...
If I Were You

[Verse 2:]
Look what's around you now,
more than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten
just how hard it used to be?
So what's it going to take?
For you to realize
That it all could go away,
in one blink of an eye...
It happens all the time

[Refrain:]
If I Were You,
holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do,
is thanks the stars above,
tell the *ones* I love...
That I do

[Bridge:]
Yeah IF I WERE YOU,
Whoa, yeah IF I WERE YOU
IF I WERE YOU, whoaaaa
IF I WERE YOU

[Verse 3:]
So what's it going to take?
For you to realize
It all could go away,
in one blink of an eye...
it happens all the time!

[Chorus]
If I Were You,
holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do,
is thank the stars above,
FOR the *ones* I love...
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that I wanted to
If I Were You...
If I Were You...
If I Were You!

This is how Im feeling.

Trouble in sleeping again.....

Insomnia is back to hunt me again. I'll wake up at 4 am in the morning for no particular reason when the alarm wld sound off at 6am which is 2hrs earlier. N I'll be wide awake just lying in bed hopping to get back to sleep usually wif no success. I'll be so tired n restless in the day esp in the mid week I'll be like a walking zombie. This will happen whenever I sleep b4 12am. But after a long day at work I just wanna knock out during some days hack care abt wat time itis. Wat they always say ur mentally tired but not ur mind. It just dun shut dats when we get insomnia. Or is it I dun exercise enough??? hahah!!
The doctor had prescribe some pills for me which is supposed to help me relax. It worked I slept b4 12am, woke up at 6am instead of 4am. But I cant rely too much on it. Call me a light sleeper. I can wake up at the slightest noise anything can make. Once Im awake it'll be hard to get me back to sleep again. If I dun get enough sleep
I'll get grumpy in the day.
My family members are the ones Im always screaming at when Im grumpy. Well, they are the nite owls. Mum will come home late if she's working late shift. Father will always nag nag at brother. Brother likes to scream n shout singing!! MAN!! Y CAN'T THEY SPEAK SOFTLY!!! IRRITATING HELL!! When Im trying to sleep nobody's home.... so peaceful. Once someone's home.... HELL BREAKS LOOSE!!! N I'll start to scream 2 n slam my room door.
No wonder one of my fren keeps yearning to move out n whishing for a place of her own. Well, she got her wish. Me? Do I wish for dat?? Maybe.. But Im sure I'll miss all dat screaming when nobody's ard. N I cant sleep well in other bed other than my own...

Im enjoying the attention hahaha!!

I've always been very lazy to doll myself up, like applying make up n dressing up. Usually Im always in my 3/4 pants n no make up n off I go! Well which gal in the world who dunwanna look pretty??? I love colours n the glamour but just too plain lazy. I do apply make up occasionally but not dat often n since dat beautician told me the clog pores on my face is terrible I stopped!!
Well.... The results of being LAZY, I did not really take care of my used to be flawless skin either!!
Somebody: You haf such great skin.... Y never take care!!
Me: Lazy....
Somebody: You got nice features... Y dun u enhance it???
Me: Ar... Lazy.
Somebody: Than how u wanna attract guys like dat???
Me: Erm. Being myself?? (me thinking>>wif my smile of cos!!haahah)
If been hearing all these remarks over n over again sick n tired. I remembered I made this change of image thingy as one of my 2006 New yr resolution!! Its May now.... wah!!! 5months!! See now slow n lazy I can get....

Well, I strongly believe in if the guy is really sincere in knowing any gal, he'll not mind how the gal looks like. But in reality, its always the looks dat comes 1st than followed by the personality. A pretty person n an ugly person walking pass, definitely all eyes goes to the pretty person 1st. Dats human reaction.
1st impression makes dat difference....

Finally found the right skincare product which had clear up my clog pores a lot now. Ive also found the suitable compact powder which I like and some help advises frm my experts friends who know a lot more abt cosmetics than I do.
Ive invested so much on those products n clothes, y do I keep keeping all inside my cupboard???!! Damn!! I muz stop dat bad habit!!
It really does makes a difference now....
Somebody: See! U look brighter now.
Somebody: Wow, U look nice... n dat smile...
Thank 4 the compliments ppl. I ENJOY the attention!! hahah!!! Im a LEO!!! Well Im considered lucky too... Im not born ugly...

I realized something..... I've crawled outta depression. Was dat really depression I was in??? No, its fustration as diagnosed by my doctor.. hehe!!

Bintan a Boring Place

The company Im working always love to make last min arrangements and telling the staff that its compulsory for all! They arranged this trip to Bintan. I was reluctant to go initially but well, thinking since its a paid trip and have not been there b4, why not go along.
We got there... The town is too far away frm the resort. The activities there are too costly and time was very limited for us. Its a place just suitable for honeymoon n making babies. Or even book for lovers' affair there cos its too quiet. U can only hang out at the lobby bar at nite. There's nothing to shop, look or see. Just the beach there's nothing but the beach!! If u were a guy.... u cld enjoy some extra svc in the middle of the nite when u got someone come knocking on ur door!!hahaa!!
I only took a few pics of the beach frm my hp.





Guess wats the dots circled in the water!!>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Heads.

Start of The New Blog

Its been sometime now... I've deleted the previous blog n start this new blog. Think I shld note down wats happening ard me b4 my memory really fails me. Im not sure when or how it will strike but Im already suffering frm short term memory heh~ I tend to 4get things in just a short while. Well, seems most females haf trouble remembering things or somehow we remembered the wrong things. Once while me & one of my best pal went visiting to another pal's hse, I took my pal to the wrong blk n realize I remembered the wrong blk no.! We can't find her unit no.!!
Or isit inheritance??? My youngest aunt having similar prob in remembering things. One of my the other aunt came n stayed in a hotel. My youngest aunt took us to the wrong hotel room when we realized we cant get the door open wif the card we had n there was a man's voice in there!! My uncle didn't come for this trip!!
Let it be happy or sad, when I look back on wat I wrote... At least I get to noe wat happened during the point of time I wrote. Or let the worst case happen, me being lazy to update and 4get abt I ever had a blog?? If dat really ever happens I cant help it.